IC XC

The Christian life is and will be the most difficult task i've ever endeavored to obtain. a truly christian life involves much more than i ever knew when i signed up. yet the reasons i signed up still out weigh all the reasons i have to quit. i don't know how to live rightly. i'm not a man of prayer. i'm not generous or pious. and while tomorrow's answer may be different tonight the answer is "i'm sorry". i am capable of living a life that echos the songs of God like the great Saints' but i've simply choosen not to. please forgive me and pray for me. i am a sinful man. tonight is one more night of violence to kill the liar and thief in me.